I drank the devil and became a mess. I pathetically Fell into his grasp. I allowed him to have his way with me, for I was weak just how he wanted me to be. I crawled to him on my knees, begging for an answer to how he can set me free. He just gave me this sly grin and deeply whispered “hush little bitch and do as I say, once I am done with you, you’ll never know any other pain.”
Everyone suffers differently, some need to always depend on others, while some prefer to handle it by themselves, then you have those who have no choice but to do things alone because they have no one around. No matter what the situation is, they are all still suffering regardless no matter who they have around or how they handle their situations. Never judge or down someone else for how they handle their pain. Just because you may be stronger than another never gives you a right to put down another. As for me. I always was the type to do things BY MYSELF. I do not rely on anyone for my problems. I barely talk about my issues, I don’t even really talk about em to my fiance or best friends because I like to handle them MYSELF. but I am always here for them and choose to keep it that way. I had to handle my problems since I was 8 so i grew up very independent. My best friend got kinda mad at me when I told her that I wouldn’t rely on her to be there for me about a situation, not because I do not think she’d be there, but because it is a problem that I myself created and I need to deal with it on my own. That is how I am. Life is hard, everyone goes through shit regardless, it is just up to the individual to stand the fuck up and do what they got to do for themselves first.