So got back from the neurologist and I am not at all happy about anything. They made him seem like such an outcast and It really makes me upset. First off she wants to medicate my 4 year old son with Risperdal, and then have the nerve to suggest institutionalizing him because of his rage attacks and his aggression, but come on, What the fuck? I will never in a million years give up on my son or give him to some fucking institution where they will turn him into a lifeless zombie. Yes he is hard at times to handle but he is mine, my baby boy and I will never give up on him. I am just so fucking broken right now. I am trying so hard to find him help and it seems whenever I have my hopes up, I get shot right back down, but fuck me it is about him. All i can do is keep on moving forward. I also wanna say I am so grateful for my fiance, Gene, without him I’d be lost. He is such a good dad, and we been by each others side through this whole thing, yes we have had our fair shares of fights, but we are a strong ass couple. We grew even stronger through all this.
IF SOMEONE MAKES YOU FEEL BAD FOR THE BANDS YOU LISTEN TO OR THE WAY YOU TAKE YOUR COFFEE OR HOW YOU WEAR YOUR HAIR OR WHAT YOU WEAR OR THE WAY YOUR LAUGH SOUNDS THEN FUCKING DROP THEM LIKE THE PIECE OF SHIT THEY ARE AND GO FIND SOMEONE WHO THINKS YOUR LAUGH SOUNDS LIKE THE BEST GODDAMN SONG THEY’VE EVER HEARD AND OFFERS TO MAKE YOUR COFFEE FOR YOU AND THINKS YOU DRESS LIKE ART